Feb. 2009

That month and year probually means NOTHING to you!

That is the month and year that my world was ROCKED!!!

That is when I finally found a Doctor that would lisetn to me.

That was the month I finally got answers.

Now mind you some of those answers have brought me to tears a few times, but still it was answers!

Every Doctor I took Tanner too added more and more to  his diagnosis list.

But it was still answers

I dont know if in my brain I was ready to hear all of the answers,

but I think in my heart I always knew.

I have known since the minute I saw Tanners little face there was something....

Something about him that was Not wrong, but different!

From his first breath.

His first cry...

Just a feeling that there was something about him!

And that was Aug. 2000...

So YES it took me 8 count them 8 years ( I guess almost 9 years)
 to to find a Doctor that would actually listen.

What a ride this has been.

And now 3years later.

I am still learning.

We are still doing TESTS!!

We are still trying to find SPECIALIST!

We still are learning from eachother!

He is still a "complicated" patients the Doctors say!

I am just so happy that they are able to say his complicated and that I wasnt just CRAZY--LOL..