So today I am sitting at the computer the kids are running a muck and the house is in desperate need of cleaning.
Yet, here I sit at the Computer.
Waiting to figure out what all I want to post today!!
The last few weeks ok MONTHS have been really hard ones.
I am FRUSTRATED...
I am TIRED.
I want what is BEST for all of my children!!
I do it the BEST I can.
I am only ONE person!!!
I am LONELY!
I am MAD...
I need someone that HAS my back.
I need someone that GETS it.
I need more support, other than that of ...
YOU NEED PARENTING CLASSES.
IF YOU DONT LET HIM ACT LIKE THAT HE WILL STOP!!!
I have had to take Tanner down to 3 new different Doctors all of which said he was out of the scope. They told me he was a DIFFICULT case (really??DUH).
I was not even aware that he was difficult, that was such a shocker--LOL.
And then I found one..
I found a Doctor that IS amazing with him!
She has done testing and seen behaviors, she talks to us and NOT above us.
I have noticed Tanner regressing and I wonder if we are at his FULL potential??
Is this where his full functioning will stay.
Will he read at a Pre-school level forever??
Will he have the math skills of a 1st grader??
Will he have the social skills of a toddler???
A GREAT friend of mine told me the other day when I geet him in this NEW school I will see such progress that they have done amazing things for "behavioral" kids at this school.
But seriously, Tanner should be going into the 7th grade. (And he will be starting the 5th grade this year). He will be 12 in August and I think my Tayson who is starting Kindergarden will by pass him shortly.
The school here has been better then our previous ones.
But I think they give him the BARE essentials to get him "BY".
I think that their hearts are in the right places.
BUT, Tanner is HARD.
( he takes alot more then HEART most days)
And when he has had too much I think that is where they leave him.
I wonder how often he is left alone when he is suppose to have an aide that helps him.
We have BARELY survived and it is ONLY the 1st week of Summer!!!
I can NOT believe we are only one week into summer Vacation and Toree is BORED.....
Not just kinda bored...
I am talking driving everyone CRAZY BORED!!!!
Now the boys are in HOG heaven!
They have baseball and T-ball all week long.
Both boys have games on Tuesdays and Thursdays.
And cousins and Aunts and Uncles play all the rest of the week.
So needless to say
IF YOU ARE LOOKING FOR ME ,
I WILL BE AT THE BALLPARK!!!
We are all done with Doctors appointments until JULY!!! I know I can hardly believe I am typing that sentence. It seems like that is all I have done for the last 6 weeks, Well that is probually because honestly that is all I have done for the last 6 weeks!! I cant believe how fast that adds up in fuel MONEY!! You figure about $85-$90 a trip just for GAS!!! (craziness) So it will be nice to SAVE that money so when we do go to Utah, we can just PLAY!!!
Although I am thankful that I am able to take Tanner to such an AMAZING Doctor! I am hoping when the test results come back we will be able to get the information we need to get the BEST services for Tanner. The results will not be ready for us UNTIL AUGUST!!! I know, that is a while off, BUT When you take your child to a Doctor like Dr. B waiting is part of having the BEST!!! Dont worry I will let you know as I dowhat we find out!!!